You know those moments you wake up with "What the fuck happpen last night" or "was that real? Did that really happen?" I always wake up with the same constant thought of "What the fuck is going to happen next. Am I Ready?" Recently my dreams have gone to the point where even I dont understand is going on. I sometimes think that my true real world is my real nightmare. It just never adds up--anything! and everything. I mean you have those moments where the chase excites you, having people or that someone or something chase after you its exciting its thrilling. But after the chase, what happens? In my dreams, its like the chase is never ending, the chase is not concerte its more obsolete then its supposed to be. I feel that this long consistent dream or more like a nightmare from hell never comes to a real life aspect. The dreams I have are just changing. I feel like I am changing. And its scary. Im changing to someone different. Someone no one will recognize. I feel free. I feel different. Is it good? Or is it bad? and are these dreams or nightmares really helping me to change? I guess i will never know